Annoying

[xx_ljtalk5_xx]

 I’m really struggling to eat recently, and it’s not like the summer where I could just have a packet of crisps and be fine all day, for some reason it’s now really starting to affect me. Like I’ve not been able to get through more than half a piece of toast all day today and it’s 3pm and I’ve almost passed out like twice. It’s fine though coz no one really notices and I just sit down or have some water until I’m fine again. I just hate it though, like the less I eat the less I want to eat. I wish my body would literally just function normally. Like at this point it’s not like I’m trying not to eat, it’s just the thought of food doesn’t seem very appetising to me and when I imagine myself eating anything it just doesn’t feel like something I want to be doing. I just really really don’t want to pass out here in front of everyone coz that would just be so so embarrassing